The Endless Roller Coaster

Emma went back on the CPAP two nights ago. We still don't really know why except that she had a spell during the night and needed the extra help that the CPAP provides her. I had just gotten to breastfeed her again on Monday afternoon too. She did awesome with the breastfeeding as well! Sometimes we just don't know why things happen. Emma knows what she needs when she needs it and she is the one we must listen to. I would be lying if I didn't say we were a little sad because we thought we were starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. This is a true test of patience and faith. Send your good vibes to Emma. She needs them!